I went to eleven more potential employers today and came up empty handed again. I also pent my last $8.00. $7.00 for gas and $1.00 for stamps to mail five resumes, which is $2.00 ove my budget.
Steve's unemployment check didn't come today, and if it doesn't come tomorrow, I won't be able to pay the phone bill Monday. If I don't pay the phone bill, the phone company is going to charge me another $50.00 deposit. I don't have that either. Every resume and every application for work I've filled out has my phone number on it, and I must have a phone to look for work. I haven't received any word from the unemployment office about my unemployment check either.
I am feeling depressed again and don't know what to do. I've been looking around for something I could sell to make the house payment and phone bill, but I don't have that much left after the garage sale this spring.
I did laundry and dishes, and killed another fifty flies, about half as many as yesterday. I also found another point of entry, besides the back door - Steve's bedroom window. I've closed his door to avoid any more flies coming in through his window into the house. The window is wide open without the screen on it.
